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if i had known

by Queer Kevin

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1.
nothing 02:50
i wish i was better than this i wish i was better than you i wish i was better than nothing i wish i could stop wishing
2.
la luna 04:47
i fell in love with the moon glowing against my skin something inside of me awoke ancient and lost i fell in love with the moon ever there, she loomed took my heart and my soul encompassed my corporeal form some days i am a looming cloud and some days i reign soft no matter the weather she stayed you were my moon shining in the dark but like a collision to the heart you broke from me travelling across eternity close enough to touch but when we came close enough i felt gravity's wrath cross my heart i hope i die the things you love you will become you were my moon and then you stole all my light
3.
skeleton 05:03
desperately, i climb clawing skin, my hair is falling out circles down the drain i am caving in swallow me whole tear my skin til i am made of bone i will never win i can never win skeletons are holding me down until i can't exist skeletons will fill my closet until no more can fit you will never find my home you will never find my home skeleton skeleton skeleton skeleton
4.
fingers grasping, entangled in hair i want them out i still hear you, the things you said to me dont you touch me, for i am made of fire i'm alive you will not hurt me again or i will guarantee to you, you will burn don't you touch me or it will be the end of your time
5.
joy division 01:49
lost and confused, fumbling hands in dark rooms touch my lips i want to be yours, wholly you make me feel like i'm holy innocence like pocket change, you make me feel pure again make the bad things in my head embrace me oh so tenderly show me love show me love hold me, like i am falling out of your palms and love me, like i'm the only thing you could want you make me feel like i'm holy
6.
here / queer 04:40
criticize and control my body wax and wane until i'm swallowed suffocating in the wake of expectations i will never be the one we're here, we're queer we're here, we're queer we're here, we're queer, get used to it break my back and break my soul kill me with every step you go wake up cold, afraid, and alone i am not a monster i am not a monster we're here, we're queer we're here, we're queer we're here, we're queer, get used to it i am not you monster
7.
golden rider 03:36
you rode on a horse of golden color and you reached your hand out to mine but like storm air rises, cold air falls and you left me alone, in winter's icy palms golden rider, i wish you no harm in any of your travels you walked away so fast that i didn't get to see you one last time you left me alone to rot to rot to rot to rot

about

songs about crying, or whatever

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released June 16, 2017

bass and vox by felix o'connor

drums by dylan reese

thanks to henny rose for letting us borrow an interface and to cynthia flores for lending us the mic

and to all of our friends for being wonderful, wonderful support

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